Friday, November 04, 2005
Its being 5 days since I last had a puff. Its really tough this time round, working at Attica and the other problems. Getting more and more grouchy and moody each passing day, but I know that I can do it. Once I set my mind to do it, nobody and nothing can stop me. I stop for two months with pure will power. This time round, with added inspiration, I hope I can last the distance.
One of my buddy just broke off with his girlfriend. Its was a mutual breakup it seems, they have been considering for some time already. He told me once before, but I tot he was joking, shucks, I should have listen to him then, listen to his problems. He says he is fine, he looks fine to me, lets hope he is really fine.
Is there true love in this world? If there is, how long would it last? 1? 2? 5? or Forever? It is difficult to begin a relationship, let alone maintain one. I hope that those reading this, treasure your partner right now, dont take her/him for granted, treasure the times together right now *before its over (*I hope that doesnt happen though, but things are unpredictable) .
I realise that I have been crapping alot about love in my blog, but I dont qualify to talk about. Cos must of the time it has been one sided or I didnt realise it had come and gone. Wat the hell, I can feel the love of my family and friends around me. That more than compensate for the lack of the other love. Thanks Guys (and Gals). I really treasure all of you!!
Wed 021105
Went to school to study. Tried to do Accounts Assignment, but nobody believed that I was really trying to do!! Sucks, I dont want to spend 8 years in SIM. It was raining, got soaked in the rain but luckily Lin lend me her jacket, otherwise it would be worse!!
Another slack night at Attica, better enjoy the slackness now, before the peak holiday period comes. So shoik, $10 an hour to groove to the music, serve a few customers and sit around waiting for time to pass... If only every public holiday eve is like that, but Xmas and New Year Eve wont be so easy liao...