Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Went for a night jog last night, felt really good! Maybe I should do it more often. Now my legs are aching, probably due lack of exercise. The last time I worked out was like way back in early Sept, in preparation for Stong. Ya, I swear that my legs are the only parts of my body is aching ;) Ya and now I have to go and fight another war, lets hope 6pm comes quick.
Today I went to Timberland's Shop at Ngee Ann City to repair my favourite pair of shoes.... When I bought it, the salesman said:"Life long WARRANTY, spoil just bring back and repair!!" Two years down the road.... Another guy says:" Ya... Life Long warranty, but depends on condition" NBCB. Felt so cheated... Have to wait 2 weeks for reply.... Lets hope its not beyond repair....
Monday, October 30, 2006
I THINK I am fine......after chatting with the fair lady. Its probably just those spur of the moment feeling.
My REAL problem is fighting against the urged to smoke again.But I guess am doing quite well till this afternoon. If I can get pass today or rather this week. It would be quite a feat for me.
Ya, I am really taking out my frustrations out on my blog. I could see it coming but not from this direction, this time it came from the blind side. Took me by surprise, its really a sucker punch. Sucker punches is something which I describe as a surprise, the initially hit shocks you but the impact is not deep enough to cause lasting hurt. Its only temporary and you recover soon enough to fight on another day.
This is my 6th entry for the day. One of the best things about laptops and wireless is that you could instantly blog ur feelings and tots. If only there are powerpoints and wireless in the malaysian jungle. Then I could update all my treks instantenously!!!
My boss sometimes works from home. And today she decided to work from home. In my troubled state of mind, she has to bombard me with a truckload of instructions!!!! Damn it!!! Marlboro Lights is calling out for me.........
Friends who are reading this few posts, pls dont be worried. I just need to release shit from my mind.
Suddenly, I feel like smoking again............
I feel like I am in movie. I feel so dumb? Just like an Idiot? going down the wrong alley? picking up the wrong clues?
I feel damn fucked up!!! Argh!!!!!!!!!! Why does shitty news always come in when I am at work in this bloody office!!!!!!!! This shows that I should be slacking anymore.... @$$%#$!%@$!%!
I feeling like throwing my laptop out of my window....But its company property, I should go and trash something else tonight.
One's happiness is other's misery.
Take The The Jealousy Test !!!!!! Got this from my Sweetie Pie's Blog.
Here are my results:
You are 31.75% jealous!For this test, the average jealousy percentage is 35.54%.562116 people have taken this test to date.
This percentage means that : ?You are not a jealous person, but sometimes can be.?Occasionally, you over-react to situations.?Most of the time, you trust the people around.?Jealously will not be a major issue in relationships, but you might want to improve your self-esteem.
Does this mean I am not a easily jealous person??
Sunday, October 29, 2006
12 Days and counting.......Lots of things to say...... but damn bloody tired......The Prestige was a great movie, better than The Departed. Just came back from Paintball at Singapore Discovery Centre. Its was quite fun but I find Orchid Country Club's Arena more fun!! Ya.... think I gonna sleep Liao...and its only 830pm. Chasing precious sleep......
Somethings are quite hard to change...... Her eyes never fall to melt my heart every time...... Shucks.....
Zzzzzzzzzz Time......
Monday, October 23, 2006
Oct 17 was the day I last touched a fag. Operation Smoke Free began on Oct 18 and the first 3 days was ok. But for since Friday, I started to fill the strains of nicotine being slowly drained from my body....Runny nose, restlessness and the temptation to pick up another fag...... Arghh!!! Its just terrible. Lets hope I pull through this tough period successfully.
Last week passed in a blur.... I could only remember the weekend, cos it was memorable. Having steamboat with ODAC Junkies and watching The Departed. The Departed started out a different way from Infernal Affairs, but as the show goes on... Martin Scorsese seems to have like gotten abit lazy and just followed the original script. I must say that still, the show was worth my 9.50 and I wish the movie would never end............
Tuesday, October 17, 2006
I am suppose to be working right now. But my boss has been on MC for two days. So theorically speaking, I am the boss right now!! I wish can concentrate on my job right, there is alot of things to do but it seems that there are alot more things on my mind. Ya, I need some place to release my tots.
Lets talk about my data entry job at EDS. It has been two weeks but I think am coping quite well. EDS is an IT company but my department is Relocation and Assignment Services.(http://www.asiapacific.eds.com/people/standard.asp?pid=2899) Its an relatively new industry, something like outsourced Human Resource Management Service for other companies. Managing expatriates who transfer from one country to another, helping them settle down, arranging their housing and stuff like that. My boss, she is the senior executive in Singapore's Branch and she is the only one doing it. I am here to relieve her of the mundane stuff of uploading documents, filing, photocopying and stuff. Ya, my boss is quite pretty and she is getting married next year...After she gets promoted to be the department manager and they find a full timer to assist her. But she is a really nice person but surprisingly she smokes...must be due to the stress and she always jio me go smoking!!!
Talking about smoking, Robin has stopped smoking again!!! Congrats to him. I really want to stop smoking as well....But sometimes....things happen and I cant quite.... Non-smokers will say all these are excuses, but really, smokers trying to quit needs support from their friends. Not mockery and stuff. Now I am down to the last 7 sticks from Rainbow Falls. Once the last stick finishes, I will begin Operation Smoke Free for the umpteen time!! Ya, it will probably begin on Wed or Thurs. The testing period will be the first 5 days, where I would be working at Attica. The 2nd week, the 1st month and the 2nd month. I have never crossed two months, previous attempts cracked at the 2nd month. Heartaches and stress....I hope that I dont have to suffer these again so soon.
Just came back from Rainbow Falls over the weekend. I sat beside Serene on the bus ride to Sungei Lembing. We did a barter trade, as I brought along an extra head rest kinda pillow. I lend it to her in "exchange" for MP3 music throughout the ride. I sleep better with music, usually I would just stone on the bus ride. This time I had a good night rest!! The trek was pretty average, the highlight was suppose the Rainbow at the waterfall. But the sun was hidden by the clouds and we saw nuts. The waterfall was quite refreshing, somehow the water wasnt like the gushing type in Pelepah or Stong. Instead, it was like a shower effect, coming down at different intensivity. I survived the trek without getting Leeched, Eugene got Leeched again... think the leeches like him, he gets leeched everytime he goes Rainbow. Dinner time was ok...until the antsfly decide to invade us....Arghh it was a terrible feeling. Everyone else retired to the tents, but I remained outside. I dont like the feeling of being trapped in a tent. Somemore our tent was a six man tent and there was already 5 guys inside. So I went over to JS tent with the 2Litre Kirin Beer which I brought.
But I realise, their area was invaded as well and they were hiding in their tent too!! So I joined them for a while. Taking pictures in a dark tent. Soon, they wanted to retire early and off I went back to my resting place at the lorry. I tot i was gonna be alone sleeping at the lorry but it was only 8 plus and the seniors cant sleep and joined me!!! We sat there talking crap and Junliang, a photographer with The New Paper, took artistic photo shots of Theophane and me with the Kirin 2Litre Bottle. The effect I must say is great!!! I cant wait for the pictures to come out. Around 1030pm, everyone was getting tired and they retired to their tents and I slept on the bench of the lorry. Surprisingly I managed to maintain my balance and didnt fall at all!! In the middle of the night, I was awoken by the cold night. Struggling in the dark, I downed the rest of the Kirin Beer and used the Baka Jacket to cover my legs. That did the trick and I concussed till 3am.
At 3am, I was awakened by the bright lights of the 4 wheel drive drivers. They had came to pick us up. I began to pack my bag and heard 2 loud explosions!! Apparently the drivers had thrown 2 fire crackers to "wake" everyone up!!! Think it had its desired effect....Soon we were on our way to Sungei Lembing town to climb Bukit Panorama. Alas, one of the lorry had to break down and there was a delay of about half an hour. The ascend up Panorama was quite stressful on the thighs and calves and we were in clean fatigue!!! I struggled up the hill, sleepyness and the effect of the beer took its toll on me...... But as compared to the initial ascent up to Mt Baha Base camp, this definitely cant compare...That was done with lots of rest and it was in the afternoon, yet we felt like dying....
The view up there was cloudy....couldnt see much...but for first timers, it was probably an amazing sight. After that, it was OTOT till the bus came... Overall the trip was ok and made some new friends. But the only reason I would come back is because I didnt catch the Rainbow.
To end the entry, I wish I could be like Gwyneth Paltrow in Sliding Doors. Those who watched it will know what I mean....."If only I could turn back time...."
Thursday, October 12, 2006
Obviously some Mutha Farker have been talking behind my back, telling other people stories, rumours and rubbish about me!!! So what if some of them might be true? Wat the Fark did I do to you to spread all this shit about me?!?!? Cant you bloody mind your business??? If YOU dont like this to happen to yourself, then you bloody quit this habit of yours talking about others!!!! Look here, 2 can play this games of YOURS!!! I will bloody make sure you lose not only your reputation but your galfriend and everything else!!! Putting on a fake front and Pussy Licking is probably your hobby, thats why most of the gals are decieved by your honey sweet words and faked concerns!!! If you can bloody remember that you still have guy friends, I would be damn bloody surprised!!! I cant believe that anybody in the world can treat every gal so well like every single one was your GF!! Oh Shit, I just complemented you!!! Ya but its just you, a leopard can never change its spots. I hope you bloody wake up your idea one day. Maybe I have been too harsh with my comments here. But this is how I bloody feel and this is my BLOG!!
Alcohol gives you a temporary high and allows you to have fun for a while. But when it settles down, the troubles are still there and you still have to face them. Ya, I had great fun at Zouk last night with my ODAC EXCOs and other members. But when I woke up in the morning, the situation still exists and I got to face it.
I made a hasty decision, I should have waited and see how things developed but now, I hope things will remain the same as they were before. Maybe I should have followed my own heart and not rush things......But Fuck Man, these things are just part of life.....I should just slowly crawl out of this hole that I dug for myself
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Fuck Man, today is really not my day, even the vending machine at my work place refuse to dispense drinks to me and to top it up, the vending machine at Robin's place not only didnt dispense any drink......It even eaten up my one dollar coin!!! Talk about nothing going right.... This is definitely one of the days....
Monday, October 09, 2006
Everytime I log on to my own blog, I wonder why arent there any new updates? Then I realise, I am the bloody freak who is suppose to update it!!! So here is something.... Today 4 lonely guys went for dinner after ODAC meeting, all because the couples went to spent their own time together. So there sat 4 lonely guys on a lonely Monday night, and we realise something that these 4 guys also failed econs!! Ya so that makes it 4 lonely guys without any economics sense. The first one is a cool and calm man, nothing seems to unfaze him. The second one is someone who can only run straight. The third one is the halfway man, half a commando, half a pilot, half a Kent Ridge man. I sincerely hope you complete SIM!! The fourth is half man half beast. He is a bottomless pit but yet could not win any of the Chow Down challenge!!!
Damn it. I am really bored!!!!
Yesterday was the first time I saw my brother since we came back from Berkelah. We had a brothers' outing today!!! We went to Vivo City to check it out and he stop by "his" new Starbucks store there. The next time i go back there, I can "boast" to the staff that I have been to their store even before its was open!!! We were discussing about his store layout, checking out his competitors, operations strategies and lessons from the screw ups that we saw that were happening at the other stores. He was pleasant surprised by "depth" of discussion in operations management....Haha...I told him my time in OCS, as Officer in Army and also various part time jobs, I have learnt afew things...
Oh ya, the Godiva Dark Chocolate drink is just pure heaven to me...so sweet and rich...SLurps!! After that we hopped to Queensway where he wanted to buy stuff...but in the end, he walked away empty handed but i walked away with a new cap and boots!!! We went to IKEA and Anchorpoint to buy stuff and went back to his apartment where he cooked for his girlfriend and me!! So shiok....Home cooked swedish meatballs!!! Feel so much brotherly love!!!
A great Sunday!!!! Ya and that means I spend 2 consecutive Sundays with someone that I want to spend time with!!
Thursday, October 05, 2006
Get to know yourself better
Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.
The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Monday, October 02, 2006
Results of RMIT Chowdown:
Day 1: Eat 22 1/2 hotdogs....but lost by 1/2 a hotdog to the winner. Lesson learnt: Never be complacent
Day 2: Got trashed..... ate 3 bowls of korean noodles but winner ate 4 bowls.... The guy isnt human!!!! Alll the MSG... think i gonna lost my hair sooner....
Day 3: Lost again by 142 grams of ice-cream..... Sucky feeling....Why do I always finish 2nd????
I got a consolation prize for taking part for all 3 days.... At least this SRC is more humane in some ways then others....
For the next ODAC trip, I swear you wont catch me eating instant noodles again.... I would rather eat bread for 3 days!!!!!!
Life this week is great, cant be greater...... Oh ya...... Godiva Chocolate is really Heavenly, Godlike.....Mmmmmmmm..... I am loving it!!!!!
