「 invaded it on 5:52 PM 」

Yesterday Wild Boar and MonMon went to watch King Kong. My first date for more than a year and my first movie for two months. It was a pleasant day, thanks for the company, lets hope there would be a sequel. Haha.

「 invaded it on 2:06 PM 」

I feel great, I feel happy. Recently I made a new friend, someone different...someone special?? Haha... That person is different and special because the person is very different from all the people I have met so far.

「 invaded it on 5:10 PM 」

Why? Why is it that humans tend to neglect those who cares for them and cares too much for those who neglect them? In finance terms, this can be called the lemon problem. The lack of information for either parties causes them to make the wrong choice and they fall deeper and deeper in this hole which the find it difficult to climb out of. And when they realise their mistake, they climb out of the hole and find that the option is no longer there.

Why is it so difficult to find someone who understands you? Its easy for anyone to know that you are not happy but no one knows why. Do you know why? Cause I dont know why....

「 invaded it on 7:56 PM 」

Today is Xmas. I had 4 pieces of bread for lunch cos too much instant noodles is causing me to lose my hair.... Nobody's at home, just me. Just came back from jogging, feel so great. Going to work later, my friends ask me why am I working on Xmas Eve and on Xmas. To me, a non-Christian, Xmas has no meaning except that it is yet another public holiday. It used to be an excuse to party, get drunk and have fun. But now Xmas has lost its glamour, cos for the last 4 years, I spent Xmas Eve/Xmas either in camp or worried about work. This year I am working yet again, but this time its at a club, so I get to have some sober fun instead of being drunk.

Xmas Eve, slept thru the day and realise that some of the ODAC people having Xmas BBQ at West Coast Park. Dropped by for awhile and left for work. My Xmas Eve dinner was MacDonald's. How exciting right...

231205, Friday

Eve of Xmas Eve, damn shack from Adjam, slept from Thurs, 9pm to Fri 1pm - 14hrs!!!!
Had to skip soccer training, otherwise no energy to work.

211205-221205, Wed-Thur

Adjam...I learnt alot of things during this 2 days. From my experience in the Army, JC kids are kind of selfish and self-centred but after interacting with them for this two days. I realised that there are different types of JC kids around. This group is full of initiative and have the willingness to help each other out. I enjoyed being with my group, although some of their 'games' are damn silly..."CHEAPSKATE"!!!! oppss.....

One bad point about Adjam, the administration screwed up. They didnt have enough XL black t-shirt for the Group Leaders and I had to wear the participants' white t-shirt. Instructions were not clear and not enough time to complete the game stations. Supper was crap, breakfast was worst...if you call that breakfast. Do I sound unhappy? Ermmm...I am just stating the facts and my thoughts, no hard feelings. One more point, debrief is suppose to understand wha went wrong and what needs to be done to improve. Whats the point of having a debrief if not everyone views are heard? I thought I wouldnt experience such things after I leave the Army, but it seems like the same problem happens everywhere.

Oh yah, my most memorable moment, cutting my finger while cutting lemons with a kitchen knife. Is it my own moment of stupidity or is not safe? I only know that the lack of sleep made me lose my concentration and the knife slipped of the lemon and cut my finger. In the army, the Conducting/Safety Officer would be crucified for the incident but in the civilian world, I guess the victim has to bear with the pain and play on the game.

「 invaded it on 2:41 AM 」

Update on Xmas Wish List

1. Playstation or XBox (Remains a Wish, Fat Chance)
2. 02 Xda IIi PDA cum HP (Remains a Wish, Fat Chance)
3. A pair of soccer boots (Mostly likely to be Adidas, but should I get the $269 Predator or $89 lookalike?)
4. A new Printer (current printer since 1998) [Remains a Wish, think my dad sponsoring]
5. A new Digital Camera (Remains a Wish, Fat Chance)
6. IPOD (Remains a Wish, Fat Chance)
7. Laptop (Remains a Wish, Fat Chance)
8. CNYclothes (1 pair of jeans, 2 t-shirts and a belt bought. A pair of shoes and some more shirts to complete it)
9. My Snow White (Found!! But she turns out to be Snow Black...Or is it Snow Brown?)
10. Happiness for ALL!!!! (I hope everyone is feeling Happy!!)

And 2 more addition

11. Alan Shearer Newcastle Jersey (Since its his final season and I dont know have a single Shearer Jersey)[By the way I am a massive Shearer fan if you didnt know].
12. Joe Cole Chelsea Jersey (I am not a Chelsea fan but I like Joe Cole. And I am not going to put J Cole, instead I am putting J Koh. Sounds the same?)

Tuesday, 201205

Went shopping after lesson today. Bought a pair of jeans from Polo Ralph, they were having a sale (20% storewide) and I just had to buy something from there. Bought 2 T-shirts from New Urban Male at CityLink, wanted to buy more but there is more variety at Heeren, going there next week to take a look. Want to buy the slippers as well, but dont have my size, the largest size is too small for me... hai... But the brand is from Brazil, so I assume Brazilian feet are generally smaller than mine? Ended the mini-shopping spree with a belt from U2. Felt so great after shopping, havent gone shopping for a long time, I think shopping releases stress... Met Michelle and Michelle and Diver for late dinner.

Today is Weijie's birthday. Happy 24th Birthday buddy!!!!

Monday, 191205

A typical Monday for me. PBF Lecture then soccer. Jai's shorty didnt come for lecture. Couldnt help him get to know her. Have to wait after New Year. Haha.

Sunday, 181205

Met Robin and Luke for Billiard then watch Arsenal Vs Chelsea at Selegie. Chelsea won 2-0 and Joe Cole scored. Cab Fare justified.

Saturday, 171205

I am sick and didnt go to work. But its also Weijie's birthday celebration, sick or not, still had to go. Felt bad not going to work. But I am going to spent Xmas Eve, Xmas, New Year Eve and New Year Day at work. So that sort of make me feel better.

Friday, 161205

First day back at work after 2 weeks, feel so strange. Seems like I havent been working for months. Felt very sick, stoning the whole nite at work, dozing off half way. Felt so bad.

Thursday, 151205

SIM UOL Bash cum Pageant. The male winner was the one I predicted but the female winner wasnt. But still, the female winner deserve her win. However, the male winner won hands down cos I tot that the competition was medicore. No offence to the other male finalists but... when I think about Pageant, I think about hunks and babes with intelligence. But then, to put in a nice manner, I guess the finalists make up for their average looks with their great personality? But I am not a position to judge their character cos I dont know them personally. I know I gonna get alot of stick for this comment. I acknowledge that I aint good looking either but then, thats why I didnt sign up for the Pageant in the first place. Or maybe I should next year... Nah...I can hear people puking already... Still I have to applaud the finalists for their bravery and guts to take part in the pageant and kudos to the Pageant and Bash committee for organising the event.

「 invaded it on 1:04 AM 」

Christmas Wish List:

1. Playstation or XBox
2. 02 Xda IIi PDA cum HP
3. A pair of soccer boots (Adidas or Nike)
4. A new Printer (current printer since 1998)
5. A new Digital Camera
6. IPOD
7. Laptop
8. CNYclothes
9. My Snow White
10. Happiness for ALL!!!!

Dont worry folks, I am not asking for presents. As you can see, it is actually a composite of things I wanna get or event that might happen. But I wouldnt mind if there is present for me... Haha.

「 invaded it on 10:21 PM 」

Its been a week since I last Blogged...so please bear with me, lots of update to do

Tuesday, 131205

Can you imagine waking up one day and to find your mailbox filled with money? Thats what happen to me!!! Somemore its has been in my mailbox for 3 days and I didnt know about it. Who says SAF is heartless? At least they remembered to pay year-end bonus to those Loyal former Civil Servants who Whole-Heartedly served their Nation for 4 years, even though it has been 3 months since they have completed their service.

Something great to round up my day. After soccer training, I went to CK's place (Teban Garden) to return him his bike. Suppose to return on Thursday but he is back 2 days earlier. I made my way to the bus stop to catch a bus to Jurong East. Usually I take a bus at the main road just before AYE, but this time somehow I walked to the bus stop nearest to his block. At the bus stop, there was this gal, she wasnt gorgeous but there X factor about her which made my heart beat faster. It must be her long and silky hair, which smell of Herbal Essence...opps... unknowingly, I had walked right up to her while admiring her. I couldnt resist myself, I just had to talk to her. So I just blurted:"Hi, do you know wat bus goes to Jurong East? She got caught by surprise, and looked at me for a while before answering with this "Just come back from overseas studies" accent:"All the bus here goes to Jurong East" and smile back to me. Captivated by the smell I pretended to look at the buses available and said Thank You before going to sit down on a different bench. Ya, I wanted to talk to her but I just sit down there and stone. I stole a glance at her and she was looking at my direction...there was only two of us at the bus stop... or maybe she was looking if the bus was coming... When the bus came, we boarded the same bus and went to MRT. But she was going towards the East and I going back to CCK...and the chance is lost.

Now I am sitting here and wondering what if I had struck a conversation with her? At least I might have made a new friend...but I will never know...

Monday, 121205

Shack!!! Hang over from Extreme Challenge

Saturday-Sunday, 101205-111205

SIM Extreme Challenge!!! Kudos to the ODAC EXCO for organising such an exciting race!!! Though I felt that it could be more challenging...haha. My team finished 2nd behind FG's. With a little more luck in hitching rides, I felt that my team could have won but then, congrats to FG's team, deservingly the Extreme Challenge Winners!!

Let me trace the check points we went to:
Day 1 Start point(SIM) - West Coast Park - Ann Siang Hill - MITA Building - Fort Canning Hill (ROM) - Ngee Ann City - Tiong Bahru Plaza - Mount Faber - Benjamin Sheares Bridge - Victoria Theatre - Werner's Cafe at Upper East Coast Rd - Changi Airport Terminal 2 BK - East Coast Park - East Coast Park - East Coast Park!! And finally rest for the nite!!!
Day 2 From East Coast Park - Kallang Stadium Carpark A - Dawson Road - Keppel Tower - Kranji War Memorial - Sungei Tengah Lot 29 - Mind's Cafe (Selegie Road) - Botanic Gardens - End Point(SIM)

Friday, 091205

Dry run for Adjam till 11 at night, damn shack and had Extreme Challenge the next day. Hmmm and no disrespect to people from NTU, NUS and SMU...The gals from SIM ODAC are definitely much more quality!! Haha... and they suggested an inter ODAC pageant...interesting!!

Wednesday - Thurday, 071205-081205

Clubbing Marathon.... Zouk on Wednesday... unforgettable..... Thursday was my dad's birthday, had dinner with my family then went to Boat Quay for Solomon's birthday celebration. Then went to Dbl O to meet up with Attica ppl. When Dbl O lights on, we hopped over to Living Room but didnt stay long... Reach home around 530, waking up at 8 for Adjam...super shack!!!

「 invaded it on 12:24 AM 」

Looks are decieving. I may look like I dont care, but its because I dont show like to show my feelings. Its just me, do I have to be penalise for how I look? I care but I dont get the response I am looking for. So how? I dont like to Si Chan La Da (stick around a gal when she doesnt seem interested) and is it seemed as a lack of effort? I dont like to waste my efforts for somebody not worth the effort. Hai.

Is there anyone who truely understand me? I am not sure, cos I dont understand myself at times. Sometimes asking someone out on a date is not wat its seems. All I am asking for is to know the other person better and for the person to know me better. I know they are not obliged to go out with me...but not even in the capacity of friends?

I am writing rubbish again...should stop crapping

「 invaded it on 11:36 PM 」

A marathon of events on sunday, first to East Coast Park, not to blade or cycle but to run. First run in two months. Managed to sweat it out from to 3 to 4 km. Wanted to run more but not conditioned... so walked back while FG and Robin jogged back.

Supposed to meet fellow 01/02 AOCC friends, but hunger took over and had dinner at East Coast first. Rush down to meet them at 2330, but they left liao. So sad, luckily Hongqi was around to drive me down to Bar None to meet the Attica staff.

First time, hanging out with so many Attica staff, about 20 over. I had a great time, had the fortune of surrounded by 5 babes from Attica and dancing amongst them. Haha, I was surrounded by them!! Something bad though, one of our staff got over intoxicated and had to be carried out. He sort of like went crazy and was sent to the hospital, but he is alright now.

「 invaded it on 2:51 PM 」

Yesterday, I meet with some of my primary school classmates. Yes!! My primary school classmates. Though its has be 12 yrs, but we still meet up every few months to catch up. Its such a lovely feeling to meet up with old friends. Bulldog was there, she used to sit beside me and always kanna bully by me. Poor gal and now still the same, still kanna suan by me all the time!!

I saw my dream gal!!!!! Haha, I saw Jamie Yeo walking past me just outside Attica. Hai, how come she is married to Glenn Ong.... Hai.... Some lucky guy.....

「 invaded it on 5:25 PM 」

"Your time will come sooner or later" This sentence does not help me right now.In fact it worsen the situation. So please stop consoling me with these. Why is my time later while others are sooner? I know that there are many other people like me. But still it doesnt help.

- I am really ok. Just Bitching!!!

I think I going crazy soon. What keeps my sanity these few days is this blog, letting out my thoughts when there is no one to talk to...
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Fort Canning Park is such a cool and lovely place. To think that I manage to walk through it only yesterday. What a waste...Think should go there more often...Relaxes everything...But its lonely to walk alone though...Hmmm...Why was I there? Haha... I was walking to Clarke Quay from Dhoby Ghaut, so instead of walking the usual route. I decided to explore Fort Canning cos its links to Clarke Quay. Its really a lovely place....I just love walking in the nature. Thats explains why I sign on in the army and join ODAC... Or maybe becos its my natural habitat as a Wild Boar.

「 invaded it on 4:13 PM 」

I lost my temper and cool yesterday. I felt like taking a flower pot to smash my supervisor's head. It started with one shareholder of Attica complaining that we were not giving good service and that is another point. Stupid shareholder, no common sense, how to serve them when they gather in circle machiam Lord of the Rings gathering. Ok thats beside the point. The supervisor was busy training new staff and he got the complain from the shareholder. Fair enough, he told me to do this and do that and I did. Later the shareholder made some stupid comment again. And my supervisor got flustered and ask me to do this do that. And I did and I took out my Captain's Order to take the order. As I was still holding on to my own orders and I had money on me. As Attica is very particular with staff having money on them and my supervisor questioned me. I lost my cool and let go at him....

I hate people who doubt my integrity. You can make fun of me being fat, comment that I am slow and lazy or even ugly. But YOU cant doubt my integrity. In the end, to avoid being whacked by me. The supervisor talked to me nicely and ask me to go for break.

I think I lost my temper partly becos I am going thru a rollercoaster change of emotions. I dont know why, but I believe that guys have PMS also and I was just going through my period!!!
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Its December already, I shall have a resolution at the beginning of each month to lead myself towards my goal.

For this month, I shall eat lesser and work out more to lose more.... Mission impossible? We shall see......Right now I am 93kg...... Stay tuned......