Adventures Of Wildboar: Lost
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
「 invaded it on 8:01 AM 」
Yesterday as I was working, I felt a sudden lost of direction. What is my goal? What am I doing? Should I continue studying or go back to the work force?? What is my motive in life? I am still looking for an answer... but I know I need a balance and the balance is missing in my life. I need to find the balance soon....

I was very lucky yesterday. I skip the 2nd half of Econs lecture to go work and skip the Econs test and the administrators decided to do a spot check half an hour after the tea break... Finally i made a correct decision and luck is on my side.

I just woke up this morning with less than 3 hrs of sleep. No, I was not awaken by my alarm clock, I was waken by my mother's bark. My mum has this habit of screaming at the top of her voice in the morning when she presumes we are late for work or school. As I can understand her feeling of not wanting us to be late, but I cant fathom for the past 24 years why she has to shout at the top of her voice. She says its because when we wake up, we cant hear wat she says and she has to repeat herself alot of times. But then, when someone just wakes up and feeling groggy, who the hell can understand what she is trying to say when she screams like a bullet train??? Seriously if this carries on... I am going crazy... I need to move out of my house.......