Friday, December 02, 2005
I lost my temper and cool yesterday. I felt like taking a flower pot to smash my supervisor's head. It started with one shareholder of Attica complaining that we were not giving good service and that is another point. Stupid shareholder, no common sense, how to serve them when they gather in circle machiam Lord of the Rings gathering. Ok thats beside the point. The supervisor was busy training new staff and he got the complain from the shareholder. Fair enough, he told me to do this and do that and I did. Later the shareholder made some stupid comment again. And my supervisor got flustered and ask me to do this do that. And I did and I took out my Captain's Order to take the order. As I was still holding on to my own orders and I had money on me. As Attica is very particular with staff having money on them and my supervisor questioned me. I lost my cool and let go at him....
I hate people who doubt my integrity. You can make fun of me being fat, comment that I am slow and lazy or even ugly. But YOU cant doubt my integrity. In the end, to avoid being whacked by me. The supervisor talked to me nicely and ask me to go for break.
I think I lost my temper partly becos I am going thru a rollercoaster change of emotions. I dont know why, but I believe that guys have PMS also and I was just going through my period!!!
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Its December already, I shall have a resolution at the beginning of each month to lead myself towards my goal.
For this month, I shall eat lesser and work out more to lose more.... Mission impossible? We shall see......Right now I am 93kg...... Stay tuned......