Wednesday, December 07, 2005
Looks are decieving. I may look like I dont care, but its because I dont show like to show my feelings. Its just me, do I have to be penalise for how I look? I care but I dont get the response I am looking for. So how? I dont like to Si Chan La Da (stick around a gal when she doesnt seem interested) and is it seemed as a lack of effort? I dont like to waste my efforts for somebody not worth the effort. Hai.
Is there anyone who truely understand me? I am not sure, cos I dont understand myself at times. Sometimes asking someone out on a date is not wat its seems. All I am asking for is to know the other person better and for the person to know me better. I know they are not obliged to go out with me...but not even in the capacity of friends?
I am writing rubbish again...should stop crapping