Adventures Of Wildboar
Wednesday, March 15, 2006
「 invaded it on 12:38 AM 」
Ok, here I am blogging because suddenly I feel like blogging, NOT because I was ordered by a princess. As all of you know, I have been studying real hard for my exams and thats why I have not been blogging (LIES!!!!).

The truth is, my life has turned topsy turvy. I sleep in the day and awake at night. Might be due to my weird working hours, but for the last week, my folks were in China for holiday!!! And since my brother lives with his gf, I had one bloody 5-room HDB flat all by myself!!! I could watch Champions League without someone bugging me to go sleep and wake up at weird hours when I should be studying instead. In the end, I went for only the Maths Mock Exam, and AWOLed the rest...... Hai...... Should have went for the company cruise instead, Oh Yah, Attica sponsored a cruise trip for all staff, including partime staff, to Penang and Phuket. But I wanted to go for my mock exams...... Back at work, I was mocked for going for mock exams, especially when I wasnt prepared and gave up a free trip.

On Sunday nite, for the second time since I was studying in SIM, I was activated to go for supper at 1am. Its crazy, but I enjoyed myself with the great company. My folks are back from their holidays, lets hope I get the discipline to continue mugging hard for my final exams!!! ARgghhhhh!!!

One my friends asked me:"Eh, her sister and BF both 25 this year and getting married, how come you havent?"
I got snooked by this question and I didnt know how to answer. When I was young, I always thought the idea age to get married was 25. But until now, I am still waiting for a galfriend... So I guess that target is now push back to when I am at least 30. My friends tell me that I am picky, but to me, even though I have a mega feeling for someone new. I have to get to know the person for sometime, before I can be sure of myself. If I like someone because that person likes me or is nice to me, then I dont think its fair to the person, especially when I know there is someone else in my heart. To accept someone immediately after getting over a heartbreak is unacceptable for me.

I am in a dilemma, should I wait or move on. I tried moving, but I am stuck. Have to lose weight, maybe that helps to run faster. I have been waiting all my life, from 13 to 19 to 22 to 25. All for different reasons and its very tiring. Do I really for settle for something else? Actually I think I blog this before, dont wanna bored other with this whining again.

Full steam ahead for my degree!!!!