Adventures Of Wildboar
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
「 invaded it on 11:25 AM 」
I quarrelled with her again yesterday. This time the issue is about a contact lens solution bottle cap. Or maybe the contact lens solution bottle cap was just an excuse for me to let go my frustrations....So u see, everyday I would forget to cap the contact lens solution and every other day she would go nagging about how the contact lens solution would evaporate and lose its effectiveness!!!!!! WAT THE HELL!!!! Where Got TIME to think so far???!?! Arghh!!!!!! Yeah she is nagging because she loves and cares for me..... but I think she is showing too much love. I am BLOODY 25!!!! Cant she learn to let go alittle more??!?! At this stage of my life, I need a higher percentage of another care of love and concern, which sad to say, I am getting none at all.

Friends are great to have around, but decisions that one make, cant please everybody. Therefore, I have been doing what I deemed is right for myself and what I like to do. Why should I care so much for others, when most times, its not appreciated at all. And your friends will make new friends and slowly...... your existence will gradually cease to appear in their lives. And another cycle of making new friends starts, and its damn bloody tiring...Hai.....

Sometimes I wonder, am I born to be a loner? Cos even in a big group, I feel that I am in my own world, there is not much people who I can really connect with, those telepathy thinking that I have with my sec sch buds. Maybe that's why they remain my buds for all these years.

ARghhhhhhhh........ have to go school for IR lessons.....International Relations......hope it will improve my interpersonal relations!!!!!!